got back on track with my workouts today :)

finally all settled in the new house so I had time to set up the treadmill! now I’m getting ready to do some abs & arms

Eating clean went alright for me this week… but a few slip ups this weekend for a birthday party and mothers day.  My stomach’s definitely shrunk a bit from starting it though because after eating a piece of cake I feel disgustingly full…. nevertheless, I’ll start fresh tomorrow :) 

How did it go for you guys?

AMAZING day foodwise :) so happy! how were your days?

READY TO OWN MY RINGS AND FIELDS EXAM 

math nerds unite

#abstractalgebra #thisisn’ttwitter #IDONTCARE

my eating has been the furthest thing from clean - but I have been exercising like craaaazy.

I know that exercising is less than half of the battle, but hey, at least I’m doing something!

I am proud of myself no matter what. :)

the amount of times I mess up. and say that things will change… they never do.

it’s been over a year that I have been trying to lose weight and I still fluctuate from 135-145.

I don’t know what, but something needs to hit me or motivate me because I keep finding excuses for myself to eat, and I can convince myself that it’s okay because I’m not technically overweight and I workout.

It’s been a constant cycle of binge/purge one month, cutting the next, and then the next will be fine and I’ll be eating super healthy.

UGH. I don’t know what, but something needs to change.

I don’t think I’ve ever liked someone so much, and now he’s gone. I won’t see him for about 5 months, and I can tell he doesn’t want to keep in touch. I need to move on. helpp :( 

breakfast:

mango smoothie (“odawala” brand)

lunch:

whole wheat wrap with hummus, olives, lettuce
white chocolate chip macadamia (sp?) nut cookie 

dinner:

chicken and tofu stirfry on rice

snacks:

banana
small bowl of granola

comments: regretting that cookie… but other than that!

I’ve decided that I’m going to start posting again what I eat each day.. even if it isn’t that great (like today)!

breakfast: 

whole wheat toast with peanut butter
canned peaches 

lunch: 

whole wheat bun with turkey, marble cheese, lettuce and olives

dinner:

grilled cheese on whole wheat bread

comments: too many carbs today! not enough veggies! 

a boy calling you cute or hot is one thing, but a boy calling you beautiful is like asdkasodmaowe stop it and fuck me now.